Happy Birthday to me.

Let’s see.   Crap with N.Korea….those of us on the peninsula are comparatively unconcerned.   People have to understand the war never ended and this crap has been going on for decades and us visitors, well do what the romans do.    Think I may have kicked this systematic candida garbage.   Gorged myself on Christmas will no ill effects.  In stead of worrying about gaining weight like everyone else, i get to gorge to gain the weight I lost on the diet.   Powers at be, the good lord has granted my co pilot to stick around far some more time.  Which is, what’s “Man with cat” with out the cat?   Rubbish.

Another year, and more one settles into their skin.  Without ever dating one, i find myself over Korean women.  Not my type.  I find them, well, not my type.  There may and probably will be exceptions but I don’t hold myself to “having to taste to local cusine” type of thing.  I don’t care.  Besides the cultural differences, if one cant pick up what i’m putting down…well I ain’t exactly a simplistic person and I dont think I could fit myself into a korean/english CliffNotes for them.  I’m a gabber, not a groper.  They in a generalization have their own set of immature traits that I could see to be very annoying.   That’s all about that.   Seems the plan to student teach and get and MA while over here is indeed possible.  My god, a scheme of mine falling seemlessly into place?  Perhaps I slipped into an alternated demension and not just across the world.   But all things of course are tentative.   I probably could use a good girl…but that just the hollidays talking.  Could you imagine?  At a given moment I could be singing, writing, cooking, cleaning, playing on the computer….at the same time.   I like working out, going out with the boys unhindered……I play the guitar on the toilet.    Imagine hearing “Black bird” every time I was on the crapper.  Think that might ruin the song for a gal no?  Am I fit for cohabitation?   Got a taste of it, a bad one.  I dunno.  I think trophy wives aren’t stupid.   A little shy on the dignity or moral side, but they aren’t dumb.    Still dont know much hangul (korean)  I, may have my strengths.  Intuitive thinking, analytical thinking, spacial reasoning, a wide web of cognitive complexity, YET, as far as language congnition, remembering a damn word of another language….and am as dumb as a rock.  That and advanced math, christ.   math yes bores me, but id like to know some languages, but I can never remember jack.   Why study?  I could study two sentences for a week and come monday, gone*.   Well, so it be, 31 cusp of a new year.  Totally still a malcontent with the world in general, but as for my little bubble there are now complaints.  And as age slowly takes away the good fight (or futile rage) from this serial non conformist I can say I am quite peachy in general.

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