blogs baseball broads nothing else is all that interesting.  I dont know if i am dreading or excited to return to NY for summer.  Family will be good.  The majorotiy of my freinds wont dont live there and well one who might have come seems to have grown a bit more sensitive from what I remember, I pretty much the same level of jerk, so chalk it up to people changing on ya and let the axe fall if it must.   Ya know, some will sing you the deprarado tune to ya, sometimes literally, and yeah, suppose a steady woman should be a concern…yet i am more concerned with the few people whose compant I really enjoy.  Spread out where ever.   I have a good amount of freinds i suppose, but long like losing touch with those that take a bullet for ya.  The ones that would actually show up at your funeral.   Oh, well.  Korea’s a pretty comfortable place, I do not think I will be leaveing with a distaste for the country.  I think I will be for new pastures and be at a risk.  This is the most stable offer the world seems to be offering right now and I may have to submit to my adventurous side justify a permanent departure.   The ESL gig might be my default.  It’s almost what a job should be.  Pays my bills why I am more ocupied with my adventutres.   To adventure in a fashion that permits a good amount a freedom yet it financially responsible for the future.  What a niche that would be.  With the way the world is today, is only giving me more reason.  Not sure of its narcisism yet I often remind my self of Rushes “New World Man” though it may be much like broad astrological analysis’s on personality, where the words or lyrics in this case, one way or another explain us all.   Many don’t see the logistical issues when wonedering why I don’t settle.    How can you build a house when you refuse to decide on a plot, don’t have the cash to buy materials and grown quite occustom to sleeping in the rain?  Whats the population sample of women wishing to live on a metaphorical houseboat??   Bah. I shall not concern my self with such nonsence any longer, let the fates do what they may, actually screw that…..let them not tie me to something i want no part of….and besides that..what ever.

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